I am so very confused on what move to make next. I have someone whispering pleasant things in my ear yet those words are now followed with doubt. I don't want to be his fool again.
How do I know for sure that what he says is truth? Do I simply leave it alone due to the fact that I CANT decipher the truth from the false? That I will never really know?
People don't change, right?
A little help please?
S. Cavalcanti
no one understands you better than moi!!! tell me about it...whisper in my ear...I will listen. sometimes thats all you need, bc no matter what you choose to do, you still feel like shit. i kept forgiving and forgetting, but its too little too late....
ReplyDeletewhat is worse is not that you are still in love....but that it is not returned in the same way. keeps you feeling empty....and alone....and worse of all.....LOST
who am i? who is he/she? what did we have? it all seems so alien-like...not you, not him, not anything. so after you decide that its time for YOU again, you feel lost b/c that person took so much of your energy and all the plans that you shared are in the trash can....to be polite.
lets find each other together....
i like what maria wrote for you, but i just want to add on. it never hurts to be smothered by friends!
ReplyDeleteyou and only you can make decisions for you. sometimes your influences interfere w/ your sight & instinct. i am guilty of this, too, and am now reeping every bit of the poor decisions no one else by i made for myself.
we, as women, often times, let our instinct to be matronly & caring take over us and we begin to make our lives about others. this makes us unselfish, but also vulnerable. but, does it not ultimately make us stronger? do we not build up a defense mechanism to cope? maybe not when it comes to love. the heart hasn't gotten the memo on how that shit's supposed to go & this has been going on for eons.
but, maybe if we are a little more inuitive and about ourselves, we can withstand the predators we so easily walk into our lives. but that's not who we really are anyway, so why change? changing yourself gets you closer to what you're not. be the same & be consistant. you will earn the reward of this.
we're a society of easy-button-pushers, so we can't fathom putting in work; we want instant gratification. when it comes to emotions, it's best to invest.
you'll make the right decision. whatever decision you make is ALWAYS the right one. it's how your life is supposed to go. you learn from that, get old & then you look back & thank God for letting you make these decisions on your own.